If you used paypal it is setup as a reoccurring payment
paypals interface sucks
1) my account
2) history
3) change the "from" date to be any date before you signed up
4) then from "more filters" select "subscriptions and payments" and then "subscriptions"
5) then you should see your subscription to "john spirko" (his real name? Lol)

click details and you will see it is set to auto renew in 12 months